It only happened once. I know that is no excuse. And, I…”She continued to stumble in search of the right words. Surely she could make him understa...d? What must he think of her? She began to feel ill. Finally she stopped babbling but continued to cry—prepared to receive her punishment. Life was consistently cruel. She had expected too much. And now, he was too angry to speak. Maybe he would beat her. After all he was a man and she nothing.After a while, on the verge of hyperventilating, she. .fire that begs to be embraced from within. I want to embrace it. "No where" i reply. I am dying to kiss you but i wont..i cant..too much pain from chasing too many others that didnt chase me back..and now i want to know if i am truly desired. The hunter dying to be the prey. I know one way to break your control. I reach beneath my skirt and pull forth a small dagger i have had hidden all evening attached to a garter on my leg. Its razor sharp Slowly i run the blade over my arm and blood seeps. You are going wild and your hips are bucking, your fingers are running through my hair as moan that you’re going to cum, you gasp and moan and say ‘Oh Fuck, Oh Fuck, I’m cumming! I’m cumming! You thrash and buck and finally collapse. I’m continuing to lick you and you finally push my head away because the pleasure was so intense that it’s now almost painful. You’re laying back with your eyes closed and your breathing gradually begins to come back to normal, you open your eyes and say that. . it's your world, like mine is in the movies and the plays. And yours is college and learning to be a teacher. Of course I want to see it."She cleared her throat, propping her elbows on the table and folding her hands. "Speedy, do you know how many boys your age and older--much older--just want to spend an afternoon with me so they can get inside my pants?" Get inside your pants? Hm, that's a funny expression, I never heard that one before. You mean... to fuck?" I mean that's all they want to.