"Relax Master" I say and again, as before with the anal beads, I slowly put the end of the dildo against his opening and slowly put the head of the di...do into his arse. I can feel he is tense so I stop pushing and wait while he takes more poppers. I talk to him quietly and gently telling him he is my strong Master amd that I want to give him much pleasure. I see his body relax and I feel his sphincter muscle make the dildo move slowly, very slowly, so I push the dildo in until the head passes. " Maybe you should have told her that." It would have detracted from the message she needed to get from me. Having her hero let her know she's still loved is exactly what she needed. So, how about we try to make you feel better?" God, I'd like that. I'm wiped out from just standing up and hugging Sara." OK. Mary, could you open a couple of cans of orange juice and mix it for me?" Sure. Where are the pitchers?" I have an empty gallon milk jug in that cabinet."Mary opened up the cabinet and found. .' more laughter from the guys that was in the room. As I was gagging and vomiting the tears of anger, shame and humiliation streaked down my cum caked face. A voice said '... that pussy should be lose as hell now and well lubed. Shyt just about all of us has cum in that hole...' more laughter. Between the convulsions of my stomach and uncontrolled quivering of my body I tried to plead to be released. Fingers gripped my buttocks and spread them apart causing an obscene sound of air to escape. This takes me to what you might call a happy place. Over the course of the evening I will write down whatever comes to me, and in the morning I will read what I had written. I decided to try to see if this could help me take the next step. It did.Chapter 5When Amy came over after her trip, I handed her the box."What's this?" She smiled."Open it and see."She opened the box, and gasped when she saw the contents. It had cost me £70, and I was a little rueful, knowing what was going to happen to.