As we got back to the hotelwe passed the swimming pool area and decided that a swim would be a goodidea. Neither of us had a swim suit so we went int... the hotel shop. Ifound a one piece in pale blue that was very high cut on the legs,"here's one for you."Victoria looked at it and laughed. "Really? A bit revealing for me...well, maybe it's time for me to break out and be a little more bold,after all, these last couple of days have been all about new experiencesand taking chances." Then she. " She pushed me out of the chair and told me to lay down on the floor, "I'll hold her hand for you until you wake up."October 22, 1847I laid down and the next thing I knew was waking up on the bed next to Elizabeth looking into her open eyes. "Are you all right?" she asked in a soft voice. I reached out to touch her and pulled back afraid I'd hurt her if it did. "I'll survive. You can't get rid of me that easily," she said. I reached out and grabbed her hand and kissed it."I'm sorry; I should. I finally realized that sex was a natural appetite and good for me when, like eating or any other natural activity, it was done responsibly. I studied it and got on birth control and started screwing MFH. Damn, it was soooo good!I’d been dating some other guys who would accept that I didn’t put out. Well, they got a pleasant surprise when I did! There was no commitment to MFH at that time, so why not get some more experience with those wonderful hard shafts that made me feel so good?MFH soon. I toss my dress into the river. Material is constricting and manmade and I am a thing of nature, ready to be seen with all my imperfections on display. My now mildly muddy feet take small steps onto the roots leaning over the river. My hands feel her smooth white bark. Such a beautiful tree, the Marilyn Monroe of nature.I turn my back to the water, its dangers far from my mind as I let the smooth bark touch my back and ass. I know if I lose my thoughts completely, I will fall in and be gone.