Several weeks later, I had missed payments and bailiffs were threatened. I knew that my father would destroy me if this leaked out. My mood grew everm...re darker. Brian approached me again and this time I told him that my plight was dire. He suggested that for a payment of interest of 10% per month, he could pay off the loan and I pay him when I could. I snapped his hand off even though I realised I was still living beyond my means and really, moving back home was the only option. After several. The landlord knew I was there and wanted the room cleared ready for his next tenants so he dumped me outside of the local council orphanage.”“In there I was worse off in a way, I mean I was better looked after but none of the kids wanted anything to do with the weird foreign kid, fortunately I was quite big for my age so they left me alone.”“So over the years as I grew and developed so did the house.” Marek blushed, “I, uh I guess when I became interested in girls the maids got those uniforms.. I lived in a farm hands living quarters on the property. When I met Kim his daughter we hit it off real good no sex just good company. Once I brought up the subject of sex to her and she had said my Mom says not till I'm married. So for months we just dated on the farm we never left. Then came the day I asked her to marry me and she said yes. Well her dad had a preacher come to the house and then after the ceremony I was taking her into town where I was going to take her out to dinner and. I almost instantly saw a tear forming in the corner of her eye and begin to trickle down her cheek as it was joined by another tear and then a stream began. I leaned over slightly and kissed her cheek where those tears were streaming down, tasting the saltiness of Sandy's tears on my lips. I struggled inside my heart whether to take another bold step or take my friend at her word and just leave her to live her own life of misery and loneliness. What was the right thing to do?? I didn't know; I.