I began to caress her head and she was nowgiving me licks on my face instead on my hands. It didn't disturb meand I felt like the happiest guy in the ...orld. We stood there for twohours before I went home.That night I again became aware of having that strange experience I hada week ago. I could see the football field from the pasture. I also sawa Holstein cow to the left of me lying in the grass. She was chewing onher food like I was doing. Like I was doing??? This thought frightenedme at first. "And here we are."Garrett looked at Elaine intensely. "I'm not into cheating wives, Elaine. It sounds like this is entirely your agenda. Is that right?" Elaine laughed. "I definitely am leading the way, that's fair enough," she said, "but you and I wouldn't be here if Paul wasn't intrigued and aroused by the idea too."Garrett frowned. "Ideas are ideas. The reality of watching another man -- and a black man at that -- taking a guy's wife can be a lot different than the idea of it for a husband,. Jon, he left Sally two million dollars in a trust fund for her education. It all comes to her when she graduates from college. He made allowances for her to attend Princeton and has already paid for her first four years. I have a hand written letter I'm supposed to give to her tomorrow before the funeral. He also left five million in a special account for you to use to help the kids you save and their families. Jon, he left me his business and twenty five million to use to make my business. You see my husband of almost twenty years was away on deployment with his military unit and I was managing the house and keeping up with our son who was in his first year in college. Spring break came and as things were a bit tight on money, I encouraged my son to forego the college tradition of going to the beach somewhere during spring break. He agreed and asked if he could bring a houseguest, his friend BB, home for the vacation. I was happy that he had a friend that he wanted to socialize.