Only thing it was about a two hour’s drive. Well Alfred’s dad had a new Car and wanted to drive us. We agreed to go the next weekend. We made up a...story at our respective homes that we were going fishing and would be gone all weekend. At this time nobody thought any different. So on Friday afternoon Alfred picked me and Ajit up and we were off. At first I didn’t think the drive would be much. As I found out sitting in the car for two hours was not fun. When we were reaching that place in. The woman used me, mind-fucked me and actual-fucked me, and then to jam the knife in deeper, she stole my fucking girl?!?If it walks like a pussy and smells like a pussy...The numbness made it easy to go through the motions with the first three therapists they threw at me before they all moved on to other jobs, forcing me to start a therapeutic relationship with a brand new person each time.The numbness also helped me through the times I was prison raped. Yes, that stuff actually happens,. "You're Amber, silly," she said with a giggle, "I'm going to go be Jeffrey for a while." I stared at the door as it closed behind her. What on god's green earth had she meant by that? I shook my head, trying to forget about it. Just the silly words of a young girl. I had bigger problems, like why was I here and how had I gotten here? I felt like I should go look for someone who might have the answers, but somehow I couldn't find the motivation to get up. Remembering the doll, I reached over to. I missed that even more than the passionate bedtime adventures I shared with Ilse. It appears that I’m really growing into a big softie, but hell, my family means everything to me. I’d do anything to make them happy and keep them safe, no matter what the cost. No matter what, I wouldn’t make compromises and I would only settle for the best for them. I was starting to understand how it felt to be a shark and how family life motivated my grandfather to achieve greatness in his profession. It made.