Thepause becomes linger and your mind focuses constructing the whole look,the shoes, underwear, accessories, hair and make up until you can seeyoursel... in a mirror, a vision of femimine perfection. You become awareof your heart quickening and with the picture bright and clear in yourmind you turn for home. The moment has switched your senses on, theheaviness of your shoes, roughness of the denim even your own aroma.Where you have rough, solid, flat, loose, stale you desire smooth,light,high,. "Frank? Oh, Frank! Dear God, Frank, what happened?" J-J-Joleen." What about Joleen, Frank? What happened?" Diamond." You gave Joleen a diamond?" Y-y-yes," And that turned you into a dazed and bumbling zombie?" No." Well what did then?"Frank dropped to his knees and wailed through tears."D-d-died." Who died, Frank?" J-J-Joleen." Dear God, Frank, what happened?"S-SSS-Sue and J-Joleen--t-train wreck--hospital--d-dead."Frank crashed to the floor in a dead faint or worse. I had a real struggle to. Both Erika and I lied on the grass and looked up at the sky. The sky, I must say, was far more beautiful than Erika. How could any individual human match the beauty of the sky?"Have you ever been to school?" I asked, trying to start a conversation.She shook her head. "I'm homeschooled." Do you have a mom?"She nodded. "Wayne's not really my dad. He's my adopted dad." Do your real parents know about what Wayne does to you?" Yes. Wayne told them everything." And your real parents don't care?" No.. However that did not deter him from trying to make arrangements with some of the local organizations, which usually weren't as picky as the fraternities. He decided to target the local VFW; most of their members lived in the past and would welcome the opportunity to boff a young lady like Jill Norton who was still alive and not too particular about what went into her orifices. Another likely source of income was the local high school athletic teams. Tim knew for a fact that those studs.