I know that inyour way you were trying to do what was right, but I can't be what youwant me to be, Tom. That is not going to happen, I AM Kelly, and ...ellyis me." Why? What was so bad about being Jason? Why would you choose to..." Choose to what? Give up being male? Choose to be 'the weaker' sex, toget paid less for the same work, to be treated with less respect, tohave people stare at my chest instead of talking to my face? It's not achoice Tom; this is who I am. It's who I have always. Natalie felt her heart aching with the love she felt, whispering back she told him of her love and longing for him. With a slight worried frown Natalie looked at Rav, she had to say it but didn't want to break the fragile beginning. Rav saw the frown and looked at her "what is it?" Holding his hand tightly she told him "all this time I've watched the house, when I realized it was time to come home to you I fixed the house each touch with love for you. I could never look in your lair always. "It is," said Nicole. She gave a wan smile: "But some people don't pick and choose that part at the cafeteria."What Danielle really wanted to know was whether Nicole was meeting men. Danielle had David to occupy her time, but she knew that, if she didn't, she'd be hard-pressed to make any new friends. Being out of college had done a number on her social life. Having said that, there wasn't really anywhere she went; Nicole at least had church. Was she meeting anyone? Danielle would hate to see. ”“How are you ... SQUEAKY! You’re S.O.L. now, dick head,” he said, grabbing me by the shirt and unsuccessfully trying to lift me up to his face.I looked in his eyes with a huge grin on my face, waiting and hoping he would try something.Coming out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel, Tracy said, “Squeaky, let him go.”“But Trace! He’s just asking for it. HEY! Stop looking at her like that!”“Chris put him down. NOW! Scott really needs his help.”Chris dropped me, then gave me a little shove.