“Kat, come here.”Timidly, we switched places. I wanted to hold her hand and apologize for getting her into this mess as I stared at the white pain... on the wall. She had never been spanked before.“Kat, because your older sister took advantage of you, I’m only going to spank you 10 times,” he explained, repeating the same process that he’d carried out on my backside.She whimpered as she took her punishment and then he helped her up.“I want you both to sit on the bed.”Before we complied, we. Me- I Love You bhabhi….Bhabhi- acha to tum mere sath phirse sex krna chahte ho….Me- nhi bhabhi wo to me aise bhi kar skta hu…..bhabhi i really love u….me apko khona nhi chahta….apne jo mere liye kiya he wo koi nhi kr skta….apne mujhe sabse badi khusi di he….Bhabhi- abhay pahle to mene ye teri padhai k liye kiya tha….lakin tune phir mujhe kabi sex k liye force nhi kiya isliye mene tujhe phir kabi bhi sex krne ko ha kah diya….Me- bhabhi u love me or not..Bhabhi- ofcourse abhay…agr pyr na krti to. “Mother left me a letter – I found it in an old trunk not many years ago.”Auden was nodding.“She told of a baby, of a family with an older child that took that baby.”Auden was still nodding, a knowing nod, as if what I was sharing wasn’t ... wasn’t shameful, wasn’t something that needed to be hidden, wasn’t something that clung to you, like filth from a cesspool, that somehow contaminated you forever. Why was he looking that way?“Yes,” he answered, quietly.He was affirming what I was saying but. During much of that time, the cast had to do their roles in the hours of darkness and so their entire lives were turned upside down.Kate found the acting job far more demanding than she'd have ever expected. There are very few acting jobs that require 7 months of filming, but "Titanic" was one of those kinds of projects. And, because of the nature of the major part of the film, most of the shoots were at night. That totally messed up most of the normal lifestyles that the actors and production.