I couldn't deal with going out with Kellie to a club without some sort of help to calm my nerves. I figured nobody would be the wiser. I guess I was w...ong.I guess I was pretty rude to Kellie that night. I drove her car, and I ran the hell out of it drifting into other people's lanes and driving very fast. I knew this scared her and I really didn't care. She was a trooper though. She wasn't going to let my behavior spoil her first night out.The club turned out to be a gay bar that was TG. He was looking up at you with those eyes, while his tongue lapped at your flowing nectar. You were cumming hard, your ass cheeks, flexing in his grip. You were breathing hard, your hips still twitching in pleasure, when he got up and began removing his clothes. Still you could not speak but your eyes followed every hard contour of his body. His skin was dark tanned, with a few weathered scars, here and there. His body, muscular and hard. He smiled at the look on your face when you observed his. I felt yet another orgasm coming, but it brought me no pleasure now. Mylove juices seeped out once more. I kept masturbating. I was moaning now andmumbling over and over again "No no no no no,please not again I beg you, please, please stop" as I imagined I was beinggang raped so many times. I screamed, I sobbed, I pleaded I was constantlycrying. Still both my hands kept up their savage abuse on my cunt. I think Imust have fallen asleep for a moment at one stage, I woke with a start, bothhands. Flashback – Masha – I can't believe I survived todayAfter several naps with Linda, I physically felt better but I was still very upset emotionally. Yes, I still had problems forgiving myself for ruining my chance to talk with Jack. Soon Louise would be here so I needed to clean up and make myself more presentable. I took Linda into the bathroom with me, washed my face and her face then I put on some light makeup which practically made me cry again because I remembered how my Jack commented on.