The fire crackled against the shield I placed around Karen.I raised my hand; six balls of light appeared. I sent six energy bolts at my opponent's Ves...els. She shielded them, but I could see the effort it took to split her attention. The six balls of energy became one; I sent all of the energy at prettiest male among her Vessels."Idiot! Don't you know anything?" the Maker yelled as she focused a strong shield around her Vessel. "You'll kill us all!" I'm ninety-ten that my shields will hold. Why don't you swing over to my place, have a drink and soak in my hot tub," Jesse countered. Amber was silent, shocked again by his directness. Jesse continued. "Mark's coming by so it will be chill." Amber felt a twinge of relief and disappointment at hearing Mark would be there. For a split moment before Jesse mentioned Mark, Amber thought of all the times she and her husband, Matt, had sexually role played her having sex with a stranger. She thought of all the times he said it turned him on. .......................................From the first time I had sex with a man I becameaddicted to feeling him shooting his cum inside mypussy. When I felt it would make me cum twice as hard.It's hard to believe I never got pregnant. I startedhaving sex at 17. I was 23 when I had my first babywith my husband. Four years later we had another. Thenthree years later me and my sister's husband hadanother one. Yes my sister's husband.I found that the more intense the man's orgasm, themore intense. It’s one I’ve had since I was fifteen. I always knew I’d have sex before I got married, it was really only a question of who and when, and how to decide. Your view was different, though.”“And I was conflicted from the start. I WANTED to have sex, but I was concerned about what it meant and how I could reconcile it with what the Church teaches. I got past it, at least partially, but I struggle with what Melody called ‘sexual ethics’. I guess I don’t really have a complete answer and I’m not.