Before I left for college I broke up with my long-term boyfriend who had taken my virginity but had never given me a decent orgasm. We'd only had sex ...nce or twice. So, you see, I've never been that sort of girl. I've never wanted to be that sort of girl because I always thought people would judge me, or slut-shame me. I even thought my parents might disown me if they ever found out I was anything other than a vision of pure, shining innocence. Thing is, I must get this off my chest. Last week. I was raised in a conservative family, and my parents were big on morals, especially telling the truth. My parents were a lot stricter than the parents of my friends, and although I often found it annoying, I knew they loved me and I respected them by not putting up a fight with their rules. Consequently, I had never lied to my parents, and I dreaded what would happen to me, should I choose to do so. I had to admit, I had my moments. Moments when I wanted to be the rebellious child, and just. "She smiled shyly and nodded.She had chosen the basement suite to live in. While it was technically a basement, it wasn't all below grade. The lot sloped from front to back with an eight foot drop from the front of the foundation to the back. That permitted a walk-out exit, large windows and it meant a good deal of natural light compared to a conventional basement.Our financial agreement was straightforward. We would pay Christie with free room and board and she would keep fifty percent of the. Melissa and Jennifer continued to mingle with old friends, drinking, talkingand laughing as they delighted in seeing me, as I teased one guy afteranother on the dance floor. At one point, Melissa whispered in my ear, "dear, you are ready for the next step in becoming a woman." "We need to findyou a man." My nervousness once again surfaced, knowing that I still was nota woman, and the only contact I had with someone similar to me was last nightwith Melissa. With her I felt acceptance and.