Shaking myself, I concentrated on the veal Cordon Bleu I was creating, adding a cooked mushroom and shallot paste to the traditional Swiss and Black F...rest ham filling.Amelia, for all her incredible talents, was as good a cook as Kim Jung-un was a leader of North Korea - completely inept. She couldn’t fry an egg, and somehow, even with simple boiled eggs, the shells would stick to the eggs, un-peel-able. Peanut butter and jam sandwiches ended up so overfilled they had the shape of an apple. I just shook my head. My half brother was an idiot sometimes.“The internet says he’s worth five million,” Wolf said, checking his phone.I just flipped them all off. It was a good thing they were all my friends. I was sure they would tease me about my money, but it would be just that, teasing ... or so I hoped.After school, I found Lily looking upset.“Hola, Lily.”“Oh, hey, David.”“What’s up? Is something wrong?” I asked.“I know you have your thing with Cassidy. It’s no big deal.”“Hang on. Let me. Carol spent a good amount of time checking out the people on the beach.She said, "Look at all the beautiful cocks."I asked, "What would you do with them?"She said, "I'd fuck them all if you'd let me." We went for a dip in the water. It was warm and tranquil. We horsed around with me dunking Carol and she splashing me. Penny and Jim from our table swam over to us to say hello. Jim asked if we wanted to play horse - a woman sits on a man's shoulders and the other couple tries to topple them. . I've neveronce had any doubt that I'm supposed to be a girl, all i've ever felt isjealousy for girls that I couldn't be one too. I know what I did takingyour card and buying the hormones was wrong, I just couldn't let pubertyturn me into a guy like Mike and dad. You have it easy, you're a woman andyou know you're a woman, there isn't any doubt it your mind. I'm a boy whoneeds to be a girl, please you're the only person that can help me becomethe girl I know i'm suppose to be."Mom reached across.