Reminding me of several other times she might say that and prove I can conquer much more than I measure initially. “How would she tend to go about i...?”I thought for a moment. Use your words wisely.“Encouraging. She was… is… very encouraging.”Quiet on the other end of the phone for a moment.“How so?”I had to ask myself once more. Are we really doing this?I guess so.“Like, nothing was off-limits.”Yeah. That’s about accurate.“Nothing?”I could hear things in her voice that were absolutely her.. I could sense that if i said yes then my career growth might go in danger. So i told him that i didn’t have any boyfriend. He seemed to be really happy to hear that answer from me.Slowly all my contact with other members in office started to reduce as i was spending maximum time with my boss in his cabin as he called me for some work all the time. He used to praise me for my looks, my hairstyle and my dressing sense. Sometimes i made sure that i looked really nice and i used to ask him how i am. ”“Metal stands up better and can penetrate things that would shatter gravel.”“What are you thinking?”“I’m thinking they could blow up next to a propane truck. That would make a hell of a mess.”“I doubt it. I’d park it beside the line of people getting into or out of a football match. Park it just right, you could get hundreds of people easily.”“So what else could you get?”“I don’t know. Maybe an apartment complex ... shopping center during a rush sale ... It’s damned near impossible to. “I’m just so selfish that I let you do things with me that you don’t really want to do because I love them so much. You need a guy and I’m not a guy and I’ll never be a guy. I just love you.”“Lily, please. Let me put Emily in her crib. She wasn’t really very hungry. And I need to hold you.”Emily was already sound asleep. She’d need her diaper changed or something in half an hour, but right now I needed to be with Lily. I knew I did. When I returned to the living room, she had the TV on and Bea.