Most of the guys seemed nice and were not to objectionable with their actions. Jess helped get my stuff in her room, we ate, then went back to the dor... to get ready for a party at one of the frat houses. I met Jess's room mate who seemed a little stand offish, but she probably was thinking a little sister would be a drag during the big weekend.Jess and I went to the shower and used the same stall making lots of noise, joking and splashing like to little kids. Seemed funny that most of the other. ..", mehr brachte ich nicht raus, ich war immer noch sehr geschockt von der Überraschung.„Ich wollte ja nur, dass du Mädchenunterwäsche anziehst aber gleich nen Reizwäsche Push-Up und nen String junge junge." Er hatte ein breites grinsen im Gesicht.„Ich hab nichts anderes gefunden" stotterte ich heraus.„Ich hätte ja nie gedacht, dass du mir das so einfach machst." Er musterte mich nochmals von oben bis unten. Ich verstand nicht ganz, dann fing ich aber an hinter ihn zu schauen, weil ich Julia. Damn.Outdoors, then, to walk around the campus. Two a.m. A lovely campus, a lovely night, but no magic. Ending at the library. Don't do this, idiot! So, across the Commons, past the Union, along residential streets.A still night. I had seen one car and no people. A few windows had lights behind them. I came to a lake and walked all the way around it on a bike path, listening to my footsteps, some crickets, and one or two night birds. There were only the night creatures and me. I thought, here. I didn't notice Melody's wry smile or see her shaking her head atmy babyish ways before she strode back inside the house. With nothingelse to do, I watched the girls as they skipped in and out of theelastic loop in time to a silly rhyming chant. Everyone except the girljumping in and out was clapping along, and I shook my noisy rattle intime as I sang the words in my head. Cindy wasn't very good, but theother girls were generous in letting her extend her turn. They all gaveher advice and helped.