Some days I will use the whip. Today you will be caned. It will never be up to you, Veronika. It will always be my decision. And from now on, address ...e as Mistress. Understand?’ ‘Yes, Mistress,’ I answer. She is looking at me very sternly and she flexes that cane with her hands. My fingers are working faster and faster, I’m breathing hard but need to know: ‘Will the cane hurt very bad?’ ‘The cane is the worst, Veronika. That’s what they use to thrash criminals in countries like Singapore or. After about another five minutes of groping eachother, I asked her to suck on me a little. She denied stating that she has not done that since someone had forced her to do it. I didnt ask questions just went back to kissing. A minute later as she was kissing my ear as I sucked on her boob, she said "but you can fuck me."I didn't say a word after that, I stood up and she did too. We got naked on the beach, I laid down my shirt for her to sit on and she said "you can't come in me. I haven't. I had alwaysworn sexy, feminine underwear, but now I wanted to be introducedto the kind of clothing I would have scorned a few weeks earlier. I wanted to wear things that were designed to display me - thatwere there specifically to turn a man on. I wanted to becontrolled, to be psychologically humiliated, in a sense. And Iwanted to perform oral sex for hours.Of course, oral sex wasn't new to me. The men I had datedloved it when I ate them, but I had to admit that I had nevergotten as deeply. ”She looked at me for a long moment. “You want me to wear that dress…with my ex-lover, the man I’ve never been able to say ‘no’ to?”I reminded her, “You said no to him once, a pretty big no as I recall. And yeah, I’d love for you to wear that on a dinner date with him.”She sat, looking into my face for several minutes, until she picked up her phone, scrolled through some numbers, clicked on one, and put the phone to her ear. I hadn’t realized she still had his number in her phone but wasn’t.