The room lit up like a beacon as Cindi smiled. Blue fuzzies bounced off the walls everywhere."God, I love you guys! It's so nice to hear you say that ..... even if you are so full of shit your hair should be brown!" They all laughed together, then Cindi started bawling again."What is it, Cindi?" Eric asked, concerned. "Maybe we can help." No ... no one can help me! All the good guys are taken already. You guys are great, but I can't compete with Katie or Sammi. I wouldn't want to anyway; I. "I'm still not used to the idea that it's OK." Well, I don't want you to think you can just spread your legs for any man, honey." said Valerie."Oh, I understand that." Said Megan. "I mean I love what Robby and I do, but I can't think of any other boy I want to do that with. Not right now, anyway." Well, that's good. And when you DO feel that way, I want you to come talk to me first. What you're doing with your brother is OK, since you're on the pill and we know he has no diseases, but before. . Everything happen last couple day's was like a living dream Next Sunday I am back to school.At the rest time I joined him with his pack or gang I was accepted in, but many of them were interesting in why me?We were agreed me & (NOR) to keep our trip as our little secret So days passed, every week end we go out and do are secret romantic, sexual ritualsOne day one of his friends, ask us to come to a party in his house So we met at (NOR) place and he ask me to come up tell he get dressed, at. I finally settled on a woman named Lucy whose ad was in our local paper. It read: 'Lovely sensualist offering marvelous two hour escape'. I liked the two hour part especially, plus she'd had an incredibly erotic phone voice. Anyway I followed her directions, parked, and was pushing the doorbell on her little house in the hills right at the time we'd agreed on.The patter of footsteps ended as the door swung open. She remained behind it until I had stepped into the entry. Lucy was no.