I mean, I've heard thecracks my whole life. And this just proves them all right," I saidthrough sobs."Fuck them, Brian. Fuck the homophobes. Just rela... and go with theflow. You are who you are. And who you are is the best person I know." Thank you," I said, sniffling. "You're the best." No, you are. Thank you for doing this. I apologize for freezing youout the past few days." It's OK. You were hurting." Still...what made you come over here with the bridal magazines?" Jim." Excuse me?" He called. Jyothi looked equally desperate as me. As I was gaping at her boobs, she quickly opened my belt flap and tried to unbutton my jean. My emotions hit the roof then. I rolled my arms around her buttocks, lifted her and dropped her on the bed.Jyothi fell on the bed. She stepped backward deep into the bed and lay down, looking at me with a lusty smile on her face. I had the same look at her as I unbuttoned and unzipped my jean. I pulled my jeans down along with my underwear, removed them and left my. When she was completely immobilized, I pulled out the red ball I had harvested from a cheap ball-gag for this purpose, pinched her nose slightly, and shoved it in her mouth. The ball was a smaller one, and the whole thing fit, easily sliding behind her teeth as she made a little noise, unprepared for how quick and decisive the entire movement was. I then used the electrical tape to wrap the bottom half of her head securely. She began mumphing and moaning a little as I began to blindfold her. " Me neither." Carly told her. "I would think in college it would have been easier to find a boyfriend but it's not really. It may actually be harder."Melanie only half heard what Carly said. She was trying to think of way to tell Carly her secret. She just couldn't come out and tell her like she did with Sam."Mel?" Carly asked. "Are you okay?" Yeah I'm fine." Melanie told her. "Hey, I saw you on TV, playing basketball. You're really good. How come I never knew you could play like that."Carly.