Dave is up for promotion and has to go away on a course for a couple of weeks. I tell him that if he can get away and get to our flat for 8 theres a s...rprise for him.I tell Jean to dress in her black Basque, stockings and no panties, she says OK but wear a small thong.8 o’clock theres a knock at the door I tell Jean to get out of sight and not come back in the room until the lights go off and on. I let Dave in and tell him to shut his eyes and flick the lights Jean comes in the room and stands. She sat their for a minute and let it happen but then just stood up and got out of the hottub. i was a little embarassed. i thought i lost my chance and iwas about to get cussed out! i just sat their glancing at the tv and my mom and she just stood their looking at me and what could i have said! so i said what with a smile and she said "you know what". she stood their with a smile and said she knew all along and she was afraid this was going to happen.she put both of her hands up to her mouth. You'll simply be a boy one day and a girl the next.There can't be any "try". It'll simply be the way it is, and like therest of us girls, you'll learn how to cope with everything there isabout being a girl. Think of it as a sort of a learn as you go program."There it was. My chance to be the girl I dreamed of, the girl I had seenin the mirror, all I had to do was say that's what I wanted. However,once I did, I would forever be that girl, because even I knew that afterseven years, there wouldn't. She finished them up and walked over, a coffee in each hand, setting Luke’s down in front of him.Karla sipped her drink and wondered how she was going to break the ice with this man. Sure, he was a geek from his clothing and his demeanor, but something about him sparked her attraction to him. She couldn’t place it but knew that she was going to explore it. Karla looked back to where she had left Carlotta’s coffee and shook her head, wondering why her aunt liked it cool.“Something wrong?” Luke.