The harder I fought these thoughts the stronger they became. I in a crazed mental state struck Katherine in the head and instructed her to keep quiet....I paced the room and finally grabbed a pillow case. My life was over. I had committed such a tragedy that I'd surely be locked away forever. In my adrenal drunken thoughts, I decided to enjoy myself. Of course growing up with Katherine, I had watched her grow into her body. I kept my lust away because I knew it was a sin. I used the pillowcase to. Arun aur veena bhi boli ki ok bye unke jaane ke baad papa bole hume bhi ab sona chahiye raat ho gayi hai me boli ok papa aur apne room me jaane lagi to veena boli to akeli thodi soyegi ja papa ke sath so ja aur papa ke lund peHath ferte hue boli sasurji dhyanse nayi mashin hai jyda chalaoge to kharab ho jayegi aur hansne lagi me uska matlab samajh ke saram se lal ho gayi papa mujhe godi me uthake apne room me jate hue bole meri banai machin itni jaldi kharab nahi hogi.Mujhe papa ke saath sone. Following which there was a huge drama the consequence of which were we all three stopped talking to each other.About a week passed, wen I was returning after playing badminton in the late evening hours, there I met akhila. Said hi…Long time akhila.. How have u been.. She answered fine karan. Glad that at least you broke the ice once again… So back from game huh… I actually miss talking to u.I was on a heaven listening to all this.. Hmm.I said. And asked.. What about dinner?? Shall we have it. They’re so hot. They take off their shirts, you know, IN THE INFOMERCIAL. But then they block it out with this black bar. I haven’t seen a real girl’s boobs in a whole fucking year. It’s getting so bad that any black bar is a turn on.’ He was standing there looking dopey with his hands waving about trying to persuade me to go through with it. I thought about fifty bucks. I could pay off rent with seven hundred dollars,not fifty bucks. I go through cash faster than my grandma goes through Jack.