It was dead quiet except for 12 sprays of urine against metal milk pails. We we all stood shaking our test, each hoping that we wouldn’t be the one...with the positive sign. After a few minutes we were all glancing at each other’s tests rather than our own. I was so eager to see another girl pregnant I was calling to god, any god that would listen, “Please, please, make one of these other bitches knocked up. Anyone but me!” But the gods were not one my side. I noticed the positive sign on my. ‘Right this way,’ said first mate Enzo. The first mate didn’t look quite as intimidating as the rest of the men. He had a shaved head with a scar on it, but his eyes were kind. We followed him down into the bowels of the ship, to a small room underneath the foredeck. A single lantern swung unlit on an iron chain. ‘This is all the room we have for guests, I’m afraid,’ Enzo said, sounding slightly apologetic. The room was no bigger than a generous broom closet. We would be sleeping right on top. "You do not have to kick my ass." You don't make things any easier," she said."Why's that?" Because you remind me of him," she said. "You've reminded me of him ever since the first time I saw you." So he was ... what's the right term these days? ... mature?" So I like men with a little mileage on them," she said. "That's not surprising. It's common in Maori culture. Elders are revered and respected. Older men are held in high regard because they have survived. Many marriages are of older men to. I loved him so much; but those strange fingers had made me go crazy; I really wanted and needed same treatment in my tight asshole.I put my lips into Victor’s ear and whispered I needed a bathroom; but I would come back soon. I kissed his cheek and let go his hand…All of a sudden another hand grabbed my wrist and the stranger dragged me through the noisy crowd. We soon arrived at a clear spot, close to the wood. My attacker was ahead of me and I only could see his broad back and his long hair..