‘Ally, my dear, adorable, sweet Ally. Every time I put obstacles in the way, I was tearing myself apart inside. When I left your flat after the Ball... I don’t quite know how I managed to get home. I couldn’t see clearly because I was crying. I had just told a most beautiful woman that I wouldn’t have a relationship with her. That was self-inflicted pain. Thank you for not giving up on me. I don’t deserve you, but I am not about to let you go, nor put obstacles in the way any more. I love you. We’d probably run out of food before that.If we had forty more men, that much water would only last twenty-three or so days. I could hire forty more crew, both sailors and soldiers, and we could stay out for three weeks or so. We’d have to see how fast we went through the supplies.No, dammit. There are no weeks here. There are no months. Sooner or later I would get acclimated enough to stop thinking in weeks and months. This place had days and years, nothing else. Although, every time I screwed. He was an impressive figure of a man looking fierce and serious with the unmistakable stance and attitude of a senior officer. I noticed that he did not display the usual gold braid and stars of a high-ranking general but only wore plain blue uniform of a union army officer. I thought that most impressive because it reminded me of most of the officers in actual combat in my era that was careful to remove such signatures of rank to avoid being taken out by a vigilant sniper. There was no chance. Other women and men began to disrobe more. I watched as the man unsnapped my wives jeans and roll them down to show she wore no panties which he stated “well someone is ready for a good time”. He put her to where she was sitting on the edge of the bed. He stood and asked her to disrobe him, she hesitantly started and as his cock was visible she reached to stroke his erection. He guided her to her knees and she automatically let her mouth be guided to his cock. She licked it around the shaft.