Dropping to her knees, she keeps her eyes focused on the floor as her breathing begins catching up to her. The sudden movement did little to help her ...rowing need to release.The pet waits, as she was instructed.He is late.The pet stays on her knees, not daring to move.The waiting continues for what seems like hours, though she knows mere minutes have passed.Suddenly, she hears the key slide into the lock as her heart beat quickens.The door opens, and she hears him step inside, her eyes still. I just hoped that nobody would pay attention to the movements behind the curtain as I put on my clothes and tried to put my hair in order as best I could. When the movement in Roger's office had ebbed down I stepped out of my hiding place.Roger kissed me as he led me to the door. "I'll call you. I'll think of something special for when I get back."Something special! That promise made my heart beat faster. I was sure Roger was already planning an elaborate celebration which would inevitably end. I wanted to feel how it would be to suck a man and masturbate. Every morning and evening I would put the dildo in my mouth and play with myself until I reached an orgasm. I would practice going deeper in my throat enjoying the gagging feeling and masturbate. I would imagine myself being in front of a man. I would sit on my knees and masturbate like that. Sometimes watching movies on my laptop on the same time. Always hoping in school that somebody would see me and pick me out, pull me in a. It had to be a trap."Mantoya heard my reply and said, "I would think that you would have been near the man just so you could control the shield. It would have killed you. This had to be a way to kill you." It might have been at that and they sacrificed thousands of men to do it. But I think it was more like a possibility that they were covering." So the commands the priest gave were just enough to open the shield and then collapse it violently?" That's what I think." What did you find out about.