You slowly close your eyes, enjoying the peaceful silence, the only sound being that of the water in the pool, which only seems to relax you even more...as you drift off slowly into a world of your own. Just then a gate creaks open and slams shut, you lift your head up to see me standing there, clad in nothing but a pair of tight fitting shorts. I look up to see you lying there looking at me, I give you a polite smile and a little wave before walking over to a sun lounger a few feet away from. Lisa had managed to work her arms under and was using the fingers on one hand to hold Jyll’s lips open. The other was pulling at her own nipple. I was able to get my knees on either sides of Jyll’s and position my cock at the entrance to her pussy. Lisa took one of my balls in her mouth as I pushed into Jyll. Because of the position I couldn’t quite get all into her. Lisa eagerly filled that void with her tongue licking my shaft right at the Jyll’s entrance and making sure to make equal. Amos and I even took a few laps in our trucks. I had no idea how the NASCAR folk had done it because we weren't going fast and it was still a little scary. We left the speedway for a hotel and checked the restaurant.It was not useable. The freezer and cooler doors had been left open when someone cleaned them out. We left there and checked the pool. It was in good shape. Jane said, "While we have time and light, let's find a useable restaurant for supper." We found one and returned to our rooms. Even if he has problems with illness, you don’t deserve to be abandoned, and you deserve more than just a partner who pretends.’ ‘Sandy, I just feel so lost, alone and empty. Am I so unlovable or unworthy of being loved? I’m only 39, how can I be dying? I’m so confused. Sometimes I wish this cancer was like the others, filled with physical pain. Maybe physical pain would divert my focus away from this overwhelming emotional pain. You’ve always been the strong one, Sandy. I never was good with.