"He said that he would read up on the universities that I applied to." Don't let him do all the work," James said. "Read up on them, yourself." Raymon... nodded."If it weren't for you, things might not be going so well for him," Tracey blurted out.James was embarrassed. "It's a lot of fun for me to do it. I love math, and I enjoy being around other people who do, too. I don't know what I'll do when Raymond is away next Fall." It was Raymond's turn to be embarrassed.They were quiet for a few. " No need." The door opened and Anna walked in, she picked up and moved my clothes,raised the toilet seat, turned her back to the toilet and pulled her jeans down. I didn't know whether to keep watching or turn away."I'm sure you have seen it all before Phil. " Anna said as she started to remove a pair of blue knickers. Anna sat on the toilet and i could hear her weeing into the pan. This was a first for me, never had i been in a toilet when someone needed to go!Anna stood and wiped her fanny. I didnt lose eye contact with him. I had never in my life been this bold, this confident, but for some reason, in the body of someone else, it felt natural. When I took the glass from his hand, I made sure to rub his fingers, smiling as I did, and even when I put the glass to my mouth, I kept my eyes locked on his. We drank in silence, and I could feel the awkwardness growing. He tried to make small talk, and I returned the attempt, but I could tell things were beginning to go down hill. I had. "She looked at me and put something in my hand, a wad of papers... Thenleft...Walking... I looked. It was from the papers... the papers I saw werephotocopies... from various articles. Men who had died... apparentlyafter visiting the place. All of them seemed in good health.I shook my head. I HAD no choice. I was the wrong side of 30 and theworld has no time for those who mentally never fly the nest. But liveby the rules they learned in the house... because they are scaredshitless of going.