Mit einem Zipfel ihrerSch?rze trocknet sie, so wie fr?her bei ihren Kindern, seine Tr?nen. Siedenkt ?ber das eben Geh?rte nach und sieht einige Parall...len zu ihremvergangenen Leben.Frau Bruchm?ller hat drei Kinder, eine Tochter und zwei S?hne. IhreTochter Ruth arbeitet in der Stadt als ?rztin und ihr J?ngster,W?lfchen, ist bei der Polizei. Ihr ?ltester, Jochen, lebt nicht mehr, erbeging aus Angst und Verzweiflung Selbstmord, weil er homosexuell warund sich weder seinen Eltern noch seinen. Not wanting her to choke, I let go of her head and let the rest of my load fly onto her cheek and neck. I lean back against the counter and Sandra stands up in front of me. Alex, you seem like a very nice guy. I do my best, I tell her. That's why this is so hard. I give her a confused look. What do you mean? I'm sorry. I hate to do this but I really don't have any choice. I can't lose this commission. The turn of events had me a little shaken. I understand you really needed the commission but I. " Oh okay I guess if you want to wear your pretty pink plastic panties Iguess you can if you really want to wear them, is that what you aresaying baby girl?"Mommy is going to make me say it aloud, this is so sad hope no one elsehears me. "Um yes mommy can I wear my plastic panties too?" I saysoftly."What was that sweetie? You have to speak up I cannot hear you. Are youasking to wear your pretty plastic panties so if you have anotheraccident you will be okay being mommy's pretty baby girl?"I. Reading the old chapters I suddenly realised what I had forgotten - thatthe 'evil' femme fatale of the story is girl called Emma Reid. Now thispredates me becoming a T-girl for real, and choosing the name 'EmmaReid' for myself by many years. I realise now that I'd always liked thename, and drew on it when I started wearing dresses and heels. I mentionthis fact just make it clear that there's no implied 'author appearingin her own story' motif going on here. The Emma Reid character bears.