He lookedpuzzled at the question as Dr. Green saw this and added, "Anything tohelp you to feel better."Jordan thought, "Oh I do want to feel better,"a... he shook his head 'yes'to the doctor's question.Again, Jordan began writing on the paper and then again passed it acrossDr. Green's desk.Dr Green read the note aloud. "Nothing strong or helpful."Dr Green looked down at Jordan's HRT paper and began writing. Jordanalso started writing."Patient wants to start on female hormone shots at high. He learned much of this from her later during one of those horrible times when she taunted him so, seeking to demean him any way she could. He’d learned of the source of those wedding night marks. Three of the groomsmen were of her choosing, young men who he’d never met or even heard about, certainly not relatives. One was white, one black, and one Asian.They were lovers, or more accurately fuck-buddies since she didn’t know how to love, and had screwed her all night long after she left his. Though we hit it off I didn’t ask her out and it wasn’t long before another guy at work (Derek) started bragging around the office how he was fucking her. I was so jealous, but I loved hearing him tell about how he fucked her and I thought of her every time I masturbated. One day I got the nerve to ask her out. I told her I understood if she said no because she was being with Derek. She was surprised I know about them and she asked what I heard. I told her I know they were having sex but not. All was quiet and the lights were dimmed. In stocking feet I made my way to our bedroom, stood at the door and heard her soft even breathing. Satisfied she was sound asleep I went into the bathroom, turned on the shower, stripped, then got in under the hot water. I stood and enjoyed the hot water as it massaged my tired body. I washed myself thoroughly, getting all the stink of the day off my flesh. I must have stood under the water for another fifteen minutes letting myself relax. I got out,.