'I love my wife'. Truth. 'I'm willing to give up Anna and beg Susan to come back'. A horrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach."I still love S...san. I'd hate to think we'd be separated for ever. But..." But..." she held my head in both hands, one on each cheek, and looked intensely into my eyes, "you love me too, don't you?" Again, not a plea, a simple, firm, statement of fact. "Not," she added, moments later, while I was still processing the idea, "perhaps quite like Susan, but still,. He was a firefighter in our town and would work out in the mornings that he was not on shift. He worked twenty four hours on and twenty four off, so I would see him about every other day. He was married and had three daughters, the oldest was an upcoming Junior, as was I. We became accustomed to working out with each other, and I missed his company when he was not there. We became workout buddies, pushing each other harder to achieve our goals. I never really thought about Josh in any way other. I will select your outfits each day, you will wear them without question. I have final say on EVERYTHING that occurs in both the flat and your life. Just under a week after Queen Bee moved in and implemented her rules, we had our first full day together, with both of us off work at the same time, and that day was the turning point in our relationship. Until that day I had been playing along, following the rules, and convincing myself that she would soon get bored of me and move on to. It was fairly clear by now that they weren't really needed, but their friendship with Rachel was an excuse to do that, and they found they liked being in an academic setting with the children.Meg's confusion about what was different about Bobby was added to when Rachel started acting odd too. She seemed completely normal at first, but when she talked to Bobby she stuttered and couldn't think of the word she was looking for. She handed Bobby a book to read and her hands were shaking."Are you all.