About around 2 pm I was back in my room, the room had been cleaned already, that was good. I took quickly a shower and putsome comfortable things on, ...ow just wait. About at some passed 3 pm my phone went, I picked up, it was him, he was waiting downstairs. I went down, he was waiting in the street, hi I am Rob I said to him, hi I am Nikom he presented himself, just fallow me I said to him, and we went upstairs to my room. He looked not bad, good looking and sure over 30 years old. You wana. The cringe was real. This could very well come back to haunt me. I was late to work again for the second time this week, when I really couldn't afford it. I got flak for it the second I walked in. It was nearly impossible to concentrate, all I could think about was how good it felt to be locked in a sweaty naked embrace with my first cousin, alternating with guilt & shame and paranoia of getting her pregnant by accident. She was a catholic school girl who was very much indoctrinated by the. He seemed to have an endless supply of semen.After a minute or two he also pi!ssed on me too, mainly in my mouth.He made me swallow what hadn't already run out onto my tits and down my belly.They they both started slapping my face and my tits until I p!ssed myselfand collapsed into a trembling, weeping fetal position.As they walked out, laughing, my landlord said, you're out property, CUNT! We can do anything we want with you. One fucking word out of your cum hole and you go to jail and lose. After a minute of silence, she came to me, put her hands on my head and asked that did i understand what she meant by it. i also stood up but was not able to look in her eyes. Because i have never fantasized about her. But at that time, i was feeling weak on knees and mouth dries up. Then she kissed me on my hands. After it i went out and sat in some cafe. Now the battle inside me began. I was a virgin till then but with gush of hormones. One part of me was telling me about my friend and other.