I have tried my best, but I can try no more. I am sorry I failed, I am sorry I let you down. Please, I hope someday you can find it in your heart to f...rgive all my ways…. Jade’ She pictured her mother opening the bathtub curtain, even heard the blood curdling scream as she pictured her mother’s gaze falling on her own glazed over jaded hues. She pictured her mother crying, heard her call her name. She pictured the ambulance arriving, the paramedics were placing her on the stretcher saying she. It felt so good that I finally realized that I just didn't need Henry. He was irrelevant. All I needed was a little housework to keep busy and make myself feel needed as a woman, and of course my own hand.So, I decided to get rid of Henry.There are two ways to get rid of someone. One is the obvious, murder. The other is to ruin him financially. Believe me, a guy like Henry has a hard time deciding which one is worse. I decided to do both. I mean, after all, I might not be successful. If all went as planned I would find myself standing in the front yard about twenty-five feet from my old house. There was a spectacular light show as if I was standing inside a fourth of July fireworks display and then everything went dark. I was totally disoriented, slightly off balance and dizzy. I was trying very hard to keep from falling over. I put my arms out looking for something to support myself when I felt a wall. I steadied myself and just stood there with my eyes closed for awhile. She watched, as Peter again reached between her legs and at first softly stroking her sex, pushed and held her puffy outer lips apart, grasping one of her smaller thinner inner lips, pulling it outward, stretching it. As he held the flesh, stretching it, he placed the opened jaws of the alligator clip over it, at the lower portion of the flesh then allowed the jaws to close. Susan felt the sharp pain that accompanied this, she closed her eyes, felt the tears that filled them, and realized that.