I didn't think I could actually do it; it seemed unreal. Just as I turned to return to my hotel, my brain said fuck it—go back. I turned around bac... onto St Annenstraat and met her in the neon light as she opened the glass door for me. I began my much thought out monologue of what I wanted from her. I had crafted it after reading many posts about Amsterdam’s red light district. She said yes with a cute Dutch accent and turned to climb the ladder steep, narrow stairs. I took in the great view. He released her and stood up, leaving her gasping and crying on the floor. He gave her a moment, then pulled her hand to bring her to her feet. She rose limply, exhausted and confused. He turned her by the waist forcing her to stand with her back facing him, and pushed her upper body down onto the desk. She rested on her elbows on the desk, ass thrust out toward him, and he smiled at his certain claim to victory. ‘No, Cal. Please, no.’ She was crying full-f***e again, and he loved it. He felt. Without first betraying any sign he was about to move, he started off towards an empty seat in the back of the class, making a few fellow students jump from surprise. He sat up very straight and looked only at the blackboard, seeming oblivious to the rude staring of everyone else. The teacher, who was also caught off-guard by everything about the situation, needed a few seconds to reassemble his thoughts before awkwardly introducing this new student as Mr. Elliot Finn, who would be joining our. Dono saari pahanti thi aur ghoonghat bhi karti thi par jab dono ladke kaam par chale jaate tu dono shalwar kamiz pahan leti thi. Unki is harkat se mujhe ek shak sa huwa. Main taak jhaank karne laga. Ek mahina isi tarah beet gaya. Ek din karib 11 baje maine use apni badi bahu ko awaz dete dekha tu jaldi se deewar se uchak kar dekhne laga. Wah ek chair par baitha tha.Badi bahu aayi tu wah uski choochiyon ko dekhta bola, “Aao meri jaan.” Yah dekh main samajh gaya ki mera shak sahi tha. Wah paas.