Everything in my upbringing told me I should be ashamed of myself. But I wasn't. Not by a long shot. Nicole wasn't the only one who had jumped onto a ...oving train. I probably could have put the brakes on events, stop it before any real line was crossed. But I didn't want to. I was hoping virginal pussy was in my future, and I was doing everything in my power to make it happen.After Nicole's little peep show, I held back for a week or so. I was still updating my journal, I didn't want to lose. "So many dream scenarios where you are being 'forced' to have sex withmen or being spanked, whipped, or punished. It's great bedtime reading.You with lumberjacks, prisoners in jail, soldiers, you've got a realtheme here. Also, you are right, my mistress is a rare bird as they say,she can get off equally giving and receiving pain, just like me." Any other comments?" You really love your family, you really want to set a good example foryour younger siblings, and you are very loyal to your. 'no don't he stupid, he is going out with Alice.' just then he sensed someone behind him, he turned only to feel something hot and moist being pressed against his lips. it took him a couple of seconds to realize that he was in the middle of the deepest most passionate kiss of his life, and it was with his best friend. something about that kiss just felt right, it felt a hundred times better than any kiss he had ever had with a girl and it was at that exact moment that he realized that he was. I loved that scene, it had all the elements of what appeals to a woman, stripped naked and helpless, a big black buck with an equally big black cock, being fucked over that stark wooden desk, his cock looking for the supposed d**gs in her tight snatch, bare-backing a white goddess, seeding her tight pussy with his slavish sperm, a dog barks, breaking me from my trance, and my masturbation, fuck, I did not realize just how horny I was, standing up and fingering myself, I look around and sigh,.