”Smiling and not looking terribly sorry, Emily apologized, “I’m sorry, Sara, it’s all my fault. I did just what you asked me not to do. The la...t time I got busted like that with my pants down, I was parking with Joey Perkins when I was fifteen.”“It’s not all your fault, Emily. I could have ignored what you were doing and just kept driving. Instead, I kept peeking at you and Brian and got all horny for Robby.”Robby took the ticket out of his shirt pocket and used a magnet to hang it on the. He asked if he could walk me to my car and I agreed. When we reached my car he asked for a kiss and I leaned in to give him peck, when he took me in his arms and gave me a deep sensuous kiss. I pushed away startled. He quickly began telling me how I had turned him on in his youth. Blushing, I confessed to having admired his penis several times as he lay sleeping on the sofa. He laughed and said he intentionally slept on the sofa hoping I would see him. He smiled and asked if I would like to see. The long hair, themenstrual periods, the way that she sang in the shower - none of feltnew just so deeply appreciated. Those cravings were familiar and partof her, just like the craving she'd felt for his cock and the relief itprovided when she finally had it inside her.She smoked because she liked it. She liked how the smoke would curl upfrom her cigarette. She liked how it felt between her fingers. Sheloved feeling its craving. She liked being a smoker. Somehow, it allcame to mean much. Your last sickness was caused by me and what I did to you and our marriage. Now I know just how badly I hurt you because I feel the same hurt.You do know I got fired and Gary lost his job too. I tried to explain to Troy, the owner that it was Gary that did the damage to me and you. He was the predator and I was just his helpless prey. I told Troy that if I could get a different job that had nothing to do with customers or suppliers he could maybe keep me around. I told him I would do anything.