I didn't plan on surviving this day anyway, certainly not with my sanity intact. A part of me, a large part of me, was going to die today, even if I d...d survive. And I really hoped that I didn't survive. It would be for the best if I died in that barn today. I was ready.After breakfast the cook came around and filled our coffee cups again. I let him force me to suck his cock and I helped him stir his cum in my coffee. Then, with everyone watching and him smiling down at me arrogantly, I picked. But, let me tell you, sex with a guy is fantastic. All the different positions you can do and I love sucking him off." You let him cum in your mouth? And swallow it? Is it okay?" I love it. The first time I wasn't sure but, girl, I can tell you I love sucking his dick."My head was spinning as I ran through every boy in the neighborhood, then I asked her, "Is it a grown-up? A man, a grown man?" No, he's sixteen, in high school." It's Mitch, isn't it?" I asked her; Mitch was her brother."I can't. Sam grabbed the back of my head and rammed it down forcing his whole cock into my mouth. I bobbed my head up and down back and fouth making sure to suck and taste every bit of his cock. I removed his cock from my mouth, leant over and started fondling his balls with my mouth. I lifted my head back up and sucked his cock a bit more. I took my shirt off and Sam removed my pants to reveal my naked arse and cock. I leant over and sucked his cock while he let out a few more moans. I deep throated. Just be you said Susie, falling silent as Emily came back into the room clutching a can of Cola. We chatted away for the rest of the evening and as I got to know Emily a bit better she lightened up a bit and showed that she possessed a dry sense of humour that immediately endeared her to me as much as her obvious physical attributes. Eventually, around 10.30 she said she had to go and I offered to walk her home which she accepted. As we walked, I steered the conversation round towards us and.