I wanted the containers inventoried with manifests for each. I had the idea we could stack them in the new cave and have access with the fork lift, or...build walkways to access them. I was thinking of putting the car containers on the bottom of the stack and work my way up. Some of the insides could be modified to house cottage industries. We'll just see what we decide.I went into the den with Billy. I asked what I was forgetting. He sat and thought for awhile. Seeds! We called the co-op and set. And I believe that's why he had that attack last night. He's unsettled and needs to be held closely. When I held him during that attack last night he calmed down, remember? You were there. I hummed to him and he settled right down and fell back asleep, sound asleep. As long as I hummed he slept like a babe in my arms. I need to hold him and I need to hum and sing to him at night. In fact, if it's okay with you I'd like to go in there right now and lay down with him and just calmly talk to him. He opens the door and steps out, and walks over to me, there he stands, the most beautiful man I have ever had the pleasure to meet, he truly was something else. It felt so good to be able to look into his eyes, they sparkled with innocents, he was absolutely perfect, We where both very nervous and didn't spend much time looking at each other, finally he broke the ice and gave me a hug, I can still remember exactly how he smelled, he soft skin on mine, the way I felt in his arms, it was just. Even from above I can hear her lose her breath, find it, choke, then scream again. Mack is at her side, watching her thrash like a fish on a hook, a fish out of water. The coed dances madly from the chain in the center of the room, completely unaware that we are watching from the booth where and thoroughly enjoying her suffering. Mack is sitting in the chair chain smoking his cigarettes. Terry hangs before him from the chain, moaning and sobbing in fits. She tries to twist, to lift herself up,.