So I've always been able to pretty much get whatever I wanted from men. So even when he told me goodbye, the wavering in his voice let me know that al...hough he'd been the first man who was ever strong enough to break up with me, I could have him back if I wanted him. True, I might actually have to work a bit, but there was no doubt in my mind that I could get him back.I don't know why I thought about that as I packed. Maybe my reaction to leaving yet another man before he hurt me, or left me. ’ i muttered my thanks and found a seat so that i could watch those 2 guys that i was standing next to. the man that had given me the advice took my place against the wall and could watch them and me at the same time. it wasn’t too long before i noticed he quietly slid his zipper down and out came a good six inch cut cock. he stood there and his hand slowly went up and down as his gaze shifted from the screen to the 2 young guys to me. i was getting really turned on but i had not really come in. She was also Dr. Susan Kensington the scientist, scholar and so much more. Why could they not co-exist, each part of who she was? No conflict was necessary. Society could shove its narrow-eyed judgments of culture and religion up its ass. Fuck it all. She denied that artificial morality of sex, those constraints of supposedly normal behavior: the chains of others trying to control and manipulate her. She knew how wrong she had been, the battle of viewpoint was not just observer and participant.. This she vowed not to do. She was afraid that if she ever went that way with him she would lose all control and go crazy and lose the man she loved. Really he was the only one in her life that she cared for. She loved him and cared for him very deeply. She also knew that she would never change. She thought this over and her thoughts drifted back to her first "experiment" back when she was a junior in high school.She had been a shy girl actually in high school and didn't do much dating spare a.