This story is about how I lost it on that night. If you want to know, Lush helped me gain the courage I needed to go through with it. I was a virgin ...hen I first started reading the stories on Lush. Yes, they made me curious, and yes they made me horny sometimes. Plus Jenny and Stephanie and Cindy had all handed in their V-cards a long time ago. Geez, I knew it was time. But still I was fucking scared and freaked right? Fuck, it’s like a huge deal. Well, for a girl anyways. Some of the girls. I wanted to be that for someone.But my daddy couldn’t be that man for me, despite me starting to feel a different kind of something when it came to him, something entirely forbidden. My mattress dipped and then, before I could react, daddy was on top of me, breathing heavily. He smelled of alcohol and of man, the real kind, all raw and primal, musky and sweaty.I was mad with unspent lust and my hormones were kicking me at my weakest.I shuddered.What the hell was wrong with me? I should be. I could start on my spiel and refine it based on what worked and what didn't. I wouldn't spend long if I was going to get at most $10. I would talk at length and listen with great interest if I might get $200 or $2,000. I pulled in those checks. It was good supplemental income, but it wasn't enough to let me quit my job. I aroused suspicion at the Heart Association when I came in with five times as much money as anyone else, so I decided to cut back. I took a break in the middle of my shift to. That entire sector has been reporting a major increase in attacks on shipping, even a few passenger liners have been boarded and stripped. Seven smaller vessels have disappeared altogether, but the larger transport ships are just scuttled. No survivors have been found and no ransom demands were sent. They just disappeared."Minerva gestured at the screen with a small wand-shaped pointer and the view zoomed in on a double-star system with a dozen planets."The pattern of attacks seemed to be.