You are the reason I am what I am, and I will always be grateful to you for being my friend and my first boyfriend.Emily... Well shit, that sucks rock.... I was hurt and confused. I also knew that I had to calm down and not respond with the anger and hurt that I felt at the time. I put off responding to the letter.I went home on leave after basic. I told my family about the hurt and the letter. I saw Emily often but never spoke to her. A couple of times I watched her start towards me but when she. I just started laughing, half because it was pretty damn funny and half to shift attention off myself. My girlfriend was pretty reserved around my family as she was a short and feisty girl generally. I always figured she had to keep shy as to prevent any chance of letting that short temper show. Being generally shy she really couldn't do or say much other than keep in her general character. After a while he stumbled out of the room and everyone moved on quickly from the subject. We weren't so. .I moaned loudly then he told me to say "The customer is always right!" one word for each stroke he told me then he began to fuck me and I had to say that mantra with each stroke over and over over and over...Faster and faster the words came out of my mouth as he began to fuck me harder I noticed the pain had gone away and all I felt was his cock then I also noticed my cock had gotten hard how had that happened? Did I like this was I gay or something? I didn't know but it felt kind of good now. "I have never seen dad so mad. I figured he was pissed when Norman got caught watching Mrs. Jackson, but this was worse. What the hell did Norman do?"Shane, Stephanie, Stacy and I looked at each other; silently asking if we should tell her what has been going on between the four of us. We had made a promise with our parents and grandparents not to tell anyone what is going on, but this was our cousin. Could we trust her? Stephanie answered that for us."He got caught looking at me when I was in.