I would occasionally find her staring out to sea in the late evenings, until one night she whispered to me, "Ham, I want to have children. I know life...is good here, and we're happy, and I do love it, but I feel this need. When you're deep inside me, I resent it that you can't make me pregnant. Do you know anyway we can do it? I mean, do we have to leave or what?"Mom and I checked with older residents, and bounced some ideas around about what would be necessary. We both held the theory that the. When we got over to Debbie's house, nobody was home. We went back to her bedroom -- which was done in an over-the-top-feminine decor that I thought at the time was totally wonderful. As we sat around listening to the music play on her stereo, Debbie said something that almost made my heart stop."Let's try on some of my clothes? We can do make-up too. OK? You too... Christine." She spoke my secret girl-name with a teasing voice. "I've heard all about how you like to dress up."She grinned at me. She knocked on the door with shivering hands. Her heart raced. When Mohit opened the door and looked at her surprised, she could not even speak anything.To her surprise, Mohit just pulled her in and locked the door. Chandni was a bit scared and she tried to open the door again. But Mohit held her with his big and strong hands. He was holding her from behind and she was pressed between him and the door.With her heavy breaths, her body pushed against him, of which he took advantage and pressed. I’m just excited.” “I get excited every time I see you. I find that a bit scary.” “I didn’t mean sexually excited, Elaine. Though I can’t say I’m not pleased to hear it.” “Blushes!” “It’s all right.” He grinned again. “If you weren’t excited, I’d be worried. But what I meant was, I just have a good feeling about this. I don’t want it to stop, and I want to do it right. And somehow, I want to know that you are right for me too.” Elaine’s breath caught in her throat. Prising.