. andSharon, telling Mark I was precious.' Of course, it thrilled me to deaththat anyone would think I was lovely and precious, and say so, because it...ade me feel so wonderfully feminine! But it must have been very awkward formy big brother to hear the same things about me. At least he didn't respondlike Julia did that time, and tell Mrs. M she was mistaken and I was reallya boy!On the drive back home Phil was quiet for the first few minutes. Then heopened up."Uh, don't take this the wrong way,. I asked him what is the matter and he told me that his friend’s wife is coming from Lanka and his friend wish to be with her and make her visit few tourist places nearby and then he told me his work pressure. I kept silent for few seconds and then told fine. He further added that when I required leave he will manage it later and also told not to say to everyone regarding this matter as people will feel awkward. I nodded my head and went back to my seat. Later he mailed me that to meet me again. I felt like I haddied that day in Madame Egeskov's trailer. I mourned a brother thathad been me and wished I'd known the good man my fellow mourners weredescribing. John went home with me, and held me until I fell asleep inhis arms then he carried me up to my bed and laid me on top of thecovers before going downstairs to sleep on the sofa. I awoke shortlyafter and, changing into my pajamas, went downstairs and laid with himon the sofa.John came over and stayed the night most days after that.. I asked her whether she had a bf. She said yes, and that was a big heart break for me. Life was over as I knew it.She saw that I was sad and asked me what happened, I said nothing, turned my back towards her and acted to sleep. and after two mins I felt a hand on me, she was hugging me from behind. I turned to her and hugged her back and we started kissing each other madly. That was my first kiss of my life.I was so impatient i put my hands on her boobs and started squeezing them madly. She was.