I realised then that I was now seeing "the men" as"other" and identifying myself as not a man, as a woman whereas I wouldpreviously seen the men as in...ividuals not a collective and myself asone of them. I would have seen "the women" as "other".We kissed a number of times and I remember Phil calling me the mostbeautiful woman he had ever met in the vodka fuelled haze of thatevening.I recall also Leanne getting angry with me too and telling me I wasdrunk and she was going home now.The next thing. We watched TV and drank, ya know, what normal college k**s do on any given day of the week. Because we were drinking we were both horny as hell and the thought of doing something so forbidden was even more exciting. After going home that night I professed that I wanted her really bad and I regretted not making a move on her when I had the chance. After a few days of convincing she came around and wanted it too. Over the next several weeks we sent dirty text messages filled with pictures and. Now I had to figure out where, it had to be something better than a motel room. I was going to make love to the woman of my dreams, it had to be somewhere…spectacular! For the next several days and nights all I could think of was making love to Tanya. I walked around with a perpetual smile on my face and everyone, teachers, my folks, friends, everyone except Tanya and my cousin, wondered what I was up to, what was going on in my little pea brain. Winter was over and spring had sprung with the. Matt didn’t know he didn't have to wait long for such a session.Matt could not talk with Julia on the phone and tell her his new travel plans since she likely was on the plane. He texted her the information and she responded with a thumbs up and smiling face emoji symbol. Still, he was feeling down about not seeing his sexy lover until later that evening. The sexy lover’s sexy daughter had something in mind to lift his spirits and his cock. Janet saw Matt with his head buried in hands face down.