Did I want that? The more I thought about it the more I thought I did.But getting back together was not going to be all that simple. What if Beth was ...till going to want a woman from time to time; could I accept that? If I did, I would want to be sure she didn't pick up any diseases and share them with me. That would mean I would want to know who she was with and be reasonably sure in my own mind she was safe. But who was I to pick and chose a safe lover for her when I didn't want anything to. She started squirming harder against my hand and was making little squeals of joy when she suddenly pressed hard on my hand and began a low moan that built up over the next few moments and then pulled my face completely into her bosom as she came all over my hand . Her breathing suddenly quickened which treated my face and mouth to more softness and arousal and I could feel my penis getting wetter as my pre cum flowed like crazy. She softly cried out while kissing my head, "Don't stop honey,. It was 6:00 when my son came in from school. "Glad your home," I said with tons of excitement in my voice. I said, “go take a shower and come have some dinner. He quickly took his shower and was at the table before I had known it. "That was quick," I said to him. "Yea," he paused and continued, "I didn't have football practice today so I wasn't as stinky," he said jokingly. We both laughed and began eating. I stood up and said, "son I got something to tell you." "Okay mom what is it,". The kerosene headlamp on the Crow Oil Limited had been replaced with the new Westinghouse carbon arc headlamp and dynamo in preparation for this long trip. This new lamp could illuminate the railroad brighter than daylight for hundreds of yards. Even the rights-of-way were illuminated by the light.This was the first trip Big Eddy, Hat and Oaty would make without Eli and Jon David Crow aboard, but they were very capable of handling the Crow Train.The McInnes, the Blasingames, the entire Crow.