I was scared and enjoying. Once we got down we got in an auto to reach their home. And I went to take a leak and noticed my undies were sticky like an...thing with pre cum. They both went for a siesta in the afternoon and I went for a cycling when I came back we had dinner and they suggested I sleep along with them in their room … And in their bed. My aunty went back and leaned on the wall and asked me to sit next to her and my uncle came and sat this side of me. The lights were kept dim.. Finally, he says, ‘Girl, you are damned lucky I don’t throw you out that door. If you were your sisters, or your brother—do you know how many times I threw them out of the house?’ I shrug, typical adolescent defiance. I burn with a hatred for him that my mind can’t even fathom. I long to be thrown out—I want freedom, and escape, I want more, always more than I have, and can’t have it, and I feel trapped… My mother is sitting in her chair, her legs folded under her, looking pale and. She sat with me for hours since she had nothing doing at home too. We chatted about life, our past and then found our way back to our relationships. She was also not happy because she was not enjoying her marriage. “He is always talking about the business and whenever I try talking to him about how lonely I am, he is quick to tell me that he has to work to give me all the beautiful things I have. But a woman needs more than material things. I need my man around and will love to wake up with his. ”“CeeCee?” I asked.“Cheryl Connors. My initials.” And that was it as far as my family was concerned. She was CeeCee to us from that point forward.It’s hard to believe that during a three-week vacation with a car available, we only managed to have sex twice in the first two weeks. That’s when we both told our parents that we were returning to school on January second. I needed to be there for rehearsals, I told my parents. CeeCee told hers she wanted to get ahead of the study curve for the.