IVI had no plans of ever giving up on Anastasia. I wanted to be her, no matter how ridiculous an idea that seemed. I ordered green contacts from a “...rustworthy” online supplier. They arrived three days later. This time the mirror was more forgiving. The Anastasia that looked me in the eye felt more self-confident this time.I didn’t throw away the wig. Instead, I took off my clothes and stared at myself for a long time. The reflection was that of a frail, small body, hairless, as white as milk.. I love having smooth skin, its such aturn on and feels so feminine. Once out of the bath and dried myself of,I painted my finger and toenails in the brightest red glossy nailvarnish I could find. Next it was foundation and eye make up, blusherand a bright slutty red lip-gloss. My long blond wig went on with somelarge gold hoop earrings, I felt fantastic. A generous spray of Chanelperfume, I felt so sexy. I slipped on the shear hold ups that I hadbrought the previous day up my silky legs.I lay. Smith touched her in the slightest, she knew she would have swooned. After screaming in a tremendous sexual climax.There were other devices, not so much for restraining, but for inflicting pain. Mr. Smith seemed to take particular pleasure in detailing the effects of each of these implements. There were large needles he said were used not only for piercing holes for jewelry, but also for inserting into various parts of the body, such as breasts, cheeks, lips (both upper and lower), the penis. Dream: a series of thoughts, images, and sensations occurring in a person’s mind during sleep. Sleep: a condition of body and mind such as that which typically recurs for several hours every night, in which the nervous system is relatively inactive, the eyes closed, the postural muscles relaxed, and consciousness practically suspended.”“Yes that sums it up quite well.” I told her.“I am not understanding Doctor Gance. I know that sleep is much like my recharge mode. Although this dreaming that.