Youre not thinking of going out with him are you? I gave Milo a what the fuck look. I dont know? What does it matter to you? What does it matter to m...? Milo repeated. He slammed his hands against the steering wheel. Um, are we not together? Because I kind of thought we were? Wait, what? Was Milo jealous of some wimpy, little stock boy? And hey, why was he allowed to have a girlfriend, but I couldnt have a boyfriend? You have a girlfriend, I reminded him. Or did you forget about that? I just. “Depends on what you mean. Mentally and emotionally, probably oncology, especially if you deal with kids. The most demanding would be one of the surgical options, but I don’t think I want to be a surgeon. Doing the same procedures day-in-and-day-out would drive me nuts!”“But that’s exactly what you do in church!” Jocelyn said with a laugh as we climbed into her car.I smiled as I fastened my seatbelt, “I want things at church to never change. It’s the touchstone of stability in an otherwise. I stirred again in my shorts. (I was wearing bermuda swimming shorts).I went into the house to get something or other out of the kitchen, and jenny came in shortly after to use the loo. While i was busy sorting out the mixed salad, she came out of the toilet and into the kitchen, she was folding something up and putting it in her little bag. "That's better" she said, "Now the air can circulate", I looked at her and she gave me a wicked little grin, put her arms around me, and gave me a quick. It’s been everything I needed to prepare myself. Now ... the rest is up to me.”Carl rose followed by Emil and Walt, extending their hands in congratulations. “Well done, Joel,” Emil smiled. You’ll do well here, I’m sure of it.”I nodded my thanks.“We’ll make the official announcement at the year-end meeting in October,” Carl said with a smile. “It won’t come as any surprise to anyone here, but at that point, Emil will return with me to San Francisco to wait for his next opportunity.”I spent the.