I had almost forgot about the notes till he asked me if I had opened them. "no I'm afraid to open them " "don't be silly open them" Shawn says. Laughi...g."nah I better wait and do it alone it might be something I don't want anyone seeing"And once again my mind was racing wondering what the hell could they be. After a while I had to pee so I got up and went to the restroom and as I was coming out I heard my name get mentioned out in the den I went threw the kitchen where it was dark and got to. She took my cock n played with in her hand, she smelled it and started licking it precum, as it was shining with precum she then inserted my cock into her mouth, ohhhhhhhhhhhh it was warm I cannot contain myself, butterflies were flying, I was fainting due to pleasure, she sucked it once n saw my pink head, then sucked it like a whore, or a calf, then she rotated her tongue on the tip, later she took my cock n pressed in between her breast, that was really big my cock was pressed in between. So I enquired her about that. At first she didn’t answer to my questions but insisted her in telling me the truth. For which she broke into tears and said she is feeling lonely to sleep in the room alone and is recollecting the memories of her husband.But she doesn’t like to go back to him because she felt bearing loneliness is better than bearing her husband’s sadism on hearing that I decided to help her and asked her to sleep in my room by the side of my bed so that she can see another person. She gives me a quick kiss before saying ‘then you’re forgiven’. I smile at her ‘thanks’. Shell and I do get back to being good friends over next few months and like I promised her we do talk. We decide to stay friends but with benefits but she graduates early to go to college. She told me it was because she wouldn’t get over me till she got away from me. If you’re reading this thinking I’m a scum bag for sl**ping with her then we both feel the same way. I will make no excuses for myself but if.