I went across the street to the deli and had an early dinner. It was a bit early to head to Vespers, but I decided to go to church anyway. I had keys,...and I always enjoyed the peaceful time when nobody else was in the church, so I dressed for church, then left the dorm. Twenty minutes later, clad in my cassock, I was standing in the nave, before the icon of the Theotokos reciting the prayers of preparation for confession.When Father Nicholas arrived, I asked if I could confess and he agreed to. I will always try to see her boobs while she serving the food. I purposely ask the dish when she was at the opposite side of table. When she will bend over the table I can able to see her juicy cleavage a little. Daily, she won’t do anything but I was seduced by her walk, speech, laugh and every thing. At that time a question arose in my mind “will she have the sex attraction towards me?” I don’t think so. She is normal at all time. It was morning 7 immediately after my sleep.I started. I went to sleep early, dreaming of the nights to come.I woke to the sound of Will gathering his shower things. Slivers of light peaked into our cabin at the edges of the curtains covering the windows in our cabin. I whispered, "What time is it, Will?" 6:15, Kyle," Will answered."Thanks." We had fifteen minutes until everyone had to get up. I decided to take advantage of the hot shower one more time before we went into the wilderness.Will and I returned to our cabin about five minutes after. .. it was my inability to realize what Iactually was."Andi took Dani's hands tightly, "honey, I understand what a hugerealization this was for you... but does it really matter? Look at us...head over heels in love... as we always have been... even MORE than we everhave been!" It matters, Andi, because I want you to understand that it was my lackof acknowledgement... and me looking for anything else I could to helpsolve this that lead me to this entire thing. The fact that I.