My fantasy only went that far. I loved her, and I was sexually confused.I loved Ruth as a sweet soul, a bright happy person in my otherwise dark life....I loved her the way a drowning person loves a floating object I suppose.Maybe my sexual desire for her was just the only way I knew how to process that. I wanted to be sexual with Ruth to bind us closer, because otherwise one day she’d leave me for a man.She broke away.“I should call and cancel.” She said.“You can’t do that.” I said, “He’s. She quickly slipped the outfit on, and looked down to survey herself. She had to admit, it looked very nice. On her feet, she slipped a pair of black ballet slippers. They were decorated to match the top, with the braiding, and gems. She hoped they would twinkle in the dark lighting, and sparkle as she danced. Gillian had made a veil as well, to cover the lower half of her face, and leave her eyes showing. She waited to put this on, until after finishing her makeup. After applying normal. Her forehead her cheeks chin her nose her neck then I un hooked her bra and started sucking her boobs and squeezing other. Then I went to her belly region and started to suck it. Nisha was seeing this act. I asked nisha to bring some ice cream. She was confused as well as Anita. Nisha went to bring ice cream from fridge and I started to suck her belly region. Nisha brought and gave me ice cream I took one spoon from it and put it on Anita belly button. As it was cold Anita shivered and I can. Pehle me unke bare me kabhi galat nahi socha tha. Lekin do tin bar jabse mene un ko garden me gardaning karte dekha hai tabse me unka divana ho gaya hu.To dosto bat ek din ki hai jab me job se ghar aya or ghar ke side me jo zoola hai uspe betha tha . achanak meri najar pdos vali aunty pe padi, vo garden me juk ke kam kar rahi thi, unho ne deep nack vala krta pehna hua tha. juk ke kam karne ki vajh se un ke stan bilkul saf dikh rahe the. kya batau apko dosto kya stan the unke bade2 me to dekhta.