He was also being coerced by Lord Jay, so not all of his actions were self-serving,” Ricky informed them.When Kerr whimpered again and held his head... they realised that he was being punished by his own thoughts. He was going to have to change his very nature to keep the privilege of walking free without pain.They all suddenly realised that forcing Kerr, to be honest, was a severe punishment, indeed; until he learnt how to be honest.Ricky got them all moving to tear down their camp.He wanted the. I guess they were serious when they said they wanted me to be first in everything. I had to respect their resolve, and it was flattering in a way, but it was a frustrating situation all around.Meanwhile, I kept finding myself in some strange places. Frequently it was the result of meeting new people. I would meet someone at school; it didn't seem to matter who they were or even if I was interested in them. Their dreams didn't even need to involve me. I met that girl Marsha in my psychology. Mashee’r gaal-e, thote, buk-e, dudh’er botay, Pachhay, navi-te chandan makhiye komor’er phool-gulo sariye Jonee-te chandan malish kor-te laaglam. Mashee eesh….eesh….ko-re hishiye uthlo. Bollo, ‘He kor kor malish kor, khub bhalo laagchhe aamar!!! Mashee’r prokaando pachhay Malish kore kore chandan lagalam. Mashee erpor bollo dressing table’er upor theke shidur’er kouta-ta niye shidur Mashee’r Mukh, thot, Tal-pet, Buk, Dudh, Gud, Pachhay Bhaalo kore makhiye di-te. Maakhalam. Erpor Mashee aama-ke. . yeah... of course," Ryan said and hurried away with the tray, relieved that she didn't seem to be mad at him. He certainly wasn't going to say anything to anyone but he wondered why she felt it necessary to say that.As Ryan hurried to the bar, he almost ran into Benny."Whoa kid," Benny said catching Ryan before he bumped into him."Uh... sorry Benny." What's your hurry?" Just getting a drink for Sandra," Ryan said. As he looked over Benny's shoulder, he saw the young boy that had been in.