Whatever you desire. All I desire, is you.”She didn’t look away, but her eyes grew less warm.“What, like a prostitute?” “Like a mistress. Li...e a gift. Like the seductress you are. You must know, know what you do to me. You know I must have you.”She started to pull her hand away from the table, and I grabbed it.“Just once Blair. Once, and you can have whatever you want.”Now she did look away.“I haven’t… I’ve never…done that before.”If only she knew.“I’ll make it soft for you. Gentle. You’ll be a. It was going to take a smart, self-confident, man’s man to win this woman. During her senior year, she moved off campus and bought a Labrador retriever, that she named, ‘Bo.’ She had a bad case of ‘Cabin fever’, due to the long winter. She vowed that the first nice day, she would take Bo and climb to the top of ‘Camel’s Hump’, a mountain of 4,320 feet, that she could see out of her window. Friday, April 2, after her 8 AM class finished, she changed her clothes and was off to climb the mountain,. Not eventwenty-four hours had passed since James issued his demands and I wasalready becoming less shocked when he kissed me on my mouth. This morninghe strolled in and stuck his tongue down my throat as if he was wavinghello. He was so damn casual about all of this and I was like someautomaton at his beck and call. James' nerve was beyond comprehension. What mother in this world has a son who just twists their nipples like somedials on a stereo then flips her over and pulls up her skirt? . If I didn't keep allthe lights on bright, or if they weren't bright enough, immediately whenthe sun set I'd fall asleep and stay sleeping until sunrise. And there wasone time when I was in the bathroom, and shut the light off before openingthe door to leave, and then discovered that I'd forgotten the toilet lidup - something Mom really hated. Since I could see in the dark, I turnedback to shut the lid. Mom found me fast asleep on the bathroom floor. Atleast three hours had passed. Nobody knew.